Sick of Being Sick

Since September, there has been SOMETHING wrong with me. I seem to go a few days, a week maybe and then something else happens!

I am sick of it. And I'm mad that everytime I get two steps ahead something happens that puts me one (or three) steps back.

I'm tired of writing about something being wrong.

Most of these things were out of my control and not all of them are related to being obese - believe it or not, not every illness/injury is a direct cause of being obese!

Today I managed to eat some soup and toast again and have it stay down. Tomorrow I'm going to go back to my metabolic diet and hope all is well and I can start eating three meals again and taking all my meds and hopefully losing weight again. 

My scale is showing a 4lb gain since last week (using my WW weight)  - it's a pound or two heavier than the WW scale, I can never remember exactly how much since I try not to weigh at home too often else I get scale-obsession.  Considering I've eaten very little, and for two days most of it didn't even stay down - it's very annoying and frustrating. Hopefully by the time I weigh in officially at WW next week, I will have at least lost these pounds.

So..all I can do is keep on, keepin' on. I'm not giving up.